i have promised myself several times to study in advance and not leave it to the last minute but it never seems to happen. but next year. i have promised myself to prepare and become more focused and determined. i no longer want to be the one that is not prepared or feels disappointed with myself. for once i want to feel confident and ready when i go in for my exams. i don’t want to have to be cramming the night before and feel stressed to a point i cry. and only have myself to blame.i know it’s only year 10 but if i don’t focus myself now it’s going to be too late. in 3 weeks time i will no longer in the grade people don’t try in. im going to be in the second last year of my schooling life and i want to make the most of it. i don’t want to be disappointed with my results and look back and think i should have done this or i should of done that. i want to feel happy with all my decisions. my future depends on my achievements in these coming years. i don’t want to be stuck studying something i have no passion in. i know along the track im going to want to give up but if there is anything i want to make you proud. i want you to be proud of myself.
promises aren’t meant to be broken. well not this one anyways..
make me proud, love myself. xo
